There’s gotta be More to LIFE than this…

I am confronted with what some might call a mid-life crisis.

I have been waking up everyday with the sickening, sinking feeling that there is gotta be more to life than this…

Day in and day out the same incredible amount of shit on repeat. Nothing fucking changes. People don’t fucking change.

We keep civilizations tied to 2000, 3000, even 5000 year old religions to which we cling to; as a way of filling the void of an empty existence.

We pray to an invisible god that never seems to listen or care to answer, and we get these guys, these representatives, that preach that it is all because of some hidden purpose…


We see pain as suffering every day and we are supposed to have… Faith?

What an incredibly stupid consolation price!!

Are we supposed to endure when we see a new baby born with Cancer? What is the fucking purpose?

We see people, praying, going to chuches, synagogues, temples pretending to believe in the words that were written a long time ago and that no longer hold any meaning. Then they go home with a brand new clean continence ready do do more harm and produce more hate… Until next week.

Absolution, what a great concept!

We wage wars against each other, supposedly, because of beliefs. It’s not true.

The wars are fought because of one belief. The belief in wealth. The haves against the have-nots.

Don’t believe otherwise, people don’t fight over invisible, omnipresent, omnipotent shit. They want to have what you have and they will kill you for it.


We see it plastered now, in so many different ways. We hate because we are black, red, yellow, white. We hate because of what we know, we hate because of where we come from, we hate because we are too many, we hate because there is not enough…

Don’t look at me, I don’t have an answer. I don’t know the meaning of life.

Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness? Why do we have to hate so much to be happy?

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality…
— Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen

I am getting old and every though in my head is occupied on what is going to be my legacy. What am I leaving my family when I’m not here… Material things, money, an inheritance!!

The purpose is to amount enough wealth so I can leave this mortal coil with the peace of mind, with the satisfaction of a well done Job.

It’s a little selfish.

I think the realization that I got in my old age is that there is nothing more. Nothing more here, nothing more after.

After all, it will mean that we are doing good deeds all because of the rewards…

There are no rewards. There is no heaven, there is no Valhalla, there are no 10,000 virgins. There is just the empty void that we leave in the space that we previously occupied.

I am going to make the most of the little time that I have left in this miserable, selfish life. Right here, right now.

Is the only one I know…

Abandon Ship

Everybody is up in arms about the faux-pas committed by the Facebook social network. Apparently they allowed a company (Cambridge Analytics) to retain a copy of everybody’s data for who knows what purpose. 

The whole thing has sprung a #DeleteFacebook movement that has been a long time coming… 

I was reading an article on Petapixel about a photographer/adventure/traveler that delete the entirety of his social footprint, all 1.5 million followers on Facebook, Instagram, 500px, etc. (you can read the article and watch the video here

His argument for doing that, was that all the time he was expending nurturing a following and helping other people was detracting from the true nature of what he wanted to do (photography/travel) and the reason why he started his adventures. 

And in reality, we are all guilty of this new brand of Social Sin, where we have made it more about the ”Likes” and the number of followers, than the actual content.

We have lost sight of producing something worthwhile and have become propagators of crap ad nauseam…


When I started to blog in 2005, I was motivated by my desire to help others, my interest in sharing what I was learning and an altruistic need to teach others whatever knowledge I had acquired in my pursuit to become a better photographer. 

Pretty soon that turned into a quest for analytics. I was obsessed with the number of people that were reading my blog. The numbers kept climbing and I wanted more. 

I felt the need to be famous. The need to brag about the number of visitors. So I did what everybody else was doing. Signed up for an account on every social network available. The intention was to attract more readers by sharing the content on those Social Networks.

And then it was all about the numbers there… 

.Completely lost sight of the purpose that started me down the path of an online presence. I was doing less photography and learning. I was concentrated on reach and numbers.

I tried to abandon the whole thing (my brother did it and he says he does not miss it, not even a little). I was pulled back into it by a sense that I was missing something by not been on a social network.

All that has been replaced now with the need to curb my addiction.

Currently, the point of view is to spend as little time as possible anywhere near a social network.

I applaud the efforts of the Vero App (if you are on Vero, follow me @photografia.... See I did it again!!) where they have some metrics that will tell every user how much time they are spending on the social network.

My intention, if that wasn't clear, is to get rid of all this social baggage and spend more time taking pictures and enjoying/engaging with my family and friends, like they say on the Internet IRL (In real Life).

Resolutions for a Happy New Year 2018

Are you making resolutions, yet? Maybe I am getting ahead of myself... And I am.

It's a couple of days before the calendar for the year 2017, as we know it, comes to an end.

It has been a difficult year, to say the least. The world is changing at a very rapid pace and we as humans are showing signs of the worst behavior with no end in sight.

Politics, religion, environment and many other things seem to dominate our everyday thoughts. And they are the worst thoughts... :-(

With the advent of a new year, we always harbor hopes that the next 365 days are going to be better.

Here is to you, 2018!!

Resolutions for a Happy New Year

Change Starts with Us...

It starts with us...

We need to be better. The change is within us. We want the world to change on its own. We forget that we are the change that we want the world to be.

In the words of John Mayer:

It's not that we don't care We just know that the fight ain't fair So we keep on waiting (waiting) Waiting on the world to change...

My new year's resolution is that I am going to try to be a better human being. I am going to do my best to make the world a better place.

No diets, no false promises but a commitment to try to fix the world around me to the best of my abilities.

I am not asking you to do the same. That will be totally up to you. My mission is going to be to become an agent of change. And change starts with me.

I do hope that these words inspire you to do something similar. Believe me, is a worthwhile effort.

Until we find life in other worlds or until life finds us, we only have each other and the planet we inhabit. Why can't we all just get along, then? :-P

"Everything you are comes from your choices"

—Jeff Bezos

In the movie The Iron Giant, Hogarth tells the Giant:

"You are what you choose to be. You Choose. Choose..."

Better human anybody?